I haven't really posted too much abt my Tori because I haven't seen her in quite awhile. At first, I was devastated. Now, I look at this in a different light. #1. I understand that some people have to do the things that they do in order to really mess their lives up. Eventually, their behaviors lead to a loss: losing their marriage, their children, their jobs, their family, etc. At this point, they may be ready to change, grow up, whatever. #2. I am learning about patience and tolerance, AGAIN. #3. I have a new job that it SO demanding, that I need all my time to deal with it, and to regroup/recover. #4. I was SO very worried about Tori, but I have realized that her life is now really in the hands of the State of Arizona, and the United States government... via her State/Federal habilitator, and her Special Education school. Because she has been labeled a special needs child, and because of the publicity Autism now has, a whole bunch of people are now watching her. In other words, they have a lot of power and will oversee her care...much more so than I could ever do. I will always love my Tori. She is always in my heart, even though she is not in my life right now. I pray for her and her family, and her mother's family on a daily basis. I know that God does hear my prayers.